The Diary of a Border Orphan

On Detained: A Boy’s Journal of Survival and Resilience by D. Esperanza and Gerardo Iván Morales (Simon & Schuster, 2024)

“We buried him with two ripe avocados, one from each of us.”

Not school. Not safety. Just hunger, dust, and a hole in the ground. Thirteen‑year‑old D. Esperanza buries his dog and decides there’s nothing left to wait for. From that moment, he must leave Naranjito, Honduras, and set out on a journey that will lead him through Guatemala and Mexico to a US detention camp.

Detained is neither policy briefing nor sentimental memoir. Rendered from the scribbled pages of a notebook by Gerardo Iván Morales, it is a child’s journal in extremis: night‑time confessions to a dead Tía, slow economic calculations, and field‑notes on the informal circuits that sustain migrant life. The address “Querida Tía” frames each entry as both letter and testament: a witness’s archive built from grief and necessity.

Front cover of DETAINED

The opening chapters chart a familiar arc of loss: an uncle killed in a minibus crash; a guardian’s fatal illness; the last ritual of a burial for the family dog, Caramelo. “Now that you’re not here to keep track of money,” writes Esperanza after his Tía’s death, “I understand that we are poor for real.” No platitude here. Just the blunt realisation that love had once masked the full brutality of subsistence.

The journal’s form is its politics. Its fragmented temporality mirrors the suspended time of statelessness. There is no future tense in detention, only waiting and repetition: writing, praying, walking, surviving. By addressing the notebook to his deceased aunt, the boy erects a counter‑archive: one where the dead bear witness, and memory becomes a form of resistance.

Detained lays bare what William I. Robinson calls surplus humanity: entire swathes of the global population rendered economically superfluous by transnational capital, yet still subject to its coercive apparatuses. These are not the temporarily insecure, but the permanently disposable. Those whose labour the market cannot absorb and whose deaths it cannot yet administer at scale. Esperanza and his younger cousin Miguelito are not precarious because the system has failed them; they are precarious because the system is fulfilling its design. Their plight is not an anomaly, but the waste‑product of global capitalism.

Esperanza’s prose carries an untrained lyricism. When he describes Caramelo’s burial, the phrase “We buried him with two ripe avocados, one from each of us” transmutes grief into stark testimony. The loss of a companion animal becomes the final stripping away of childhood infrastructure, triggering flight. In a world this stripped back, a dog is more than a pet: it is family.

The northward journey unfolds as improvisational ethnography. We read of hard benches, the sting of sun on a healing ankle, and the bus‑fare calculations that determine life and death. He meets drivers who leer. Guards who want bribes, and fellow migrants who move “in a way that makes it obvious” all converge in a shadow infrastructure of survival. Something that is informal, semi‑criminalised, yet necessary.

At the end lies Tornillo: the tent city in Texas where the Trump administration warehoused children under private contracts. There, Esperanza meets Morales. His big brother‑guardian, translator, and co‑author. It is Morales who recovers the notebook, reconstructs missing entries, and shapes this manuscript without dulling its edge. The voice remains: graffiti‑rough, half-whispered, insistent. Not polished, not smooth, but still there.

Under Trump’s second term, Detained reads as prophecy. Project 2025’s mass‑deportation agenda, its paramilitary ICE raids and military‑base detention plans, are not aberrations. They are the codification of a system in crisis. As Robinson argues in The Global Police State, Trumpism expresses capitalism’s terminal impasse: when inclusion fails, rule by force becomes the fallback. Children like Esperanza are not collateral; they are test cases.

The boy never theorises this; he doesn’t need to. When he notes that farm owners pay him less “because I’m just a kid,” he is describing the same dynamic Robinson identifies: capital’s absorption of vulnerable labour into informal circuits, while denying it social or legal recognition. When he prays for protection under the same God who watched his Aunt die, it is not naïve faith but a kind of survival strategy. And when, at the journey’s close, he calls the trip “a little adventure,” the phrase cuts like a knife: exile as play until exhaustion.

I still can’t get my head around it. What kind of life must you be living to migrate to the United States? Mostly on foot. As a child. Is it really the promise of the American dream? Surely that can’t still sucker people. The boy doesn’t say he wants a house with a lawn, or a flag, or freedom. He wants to go to school again. He wants to hug someone who doesn’t leave. Is it family, then? A photograph of parents who left when you were a baby, a sister you’ve never met? The book doesn’t offer a manifesto. It doesn’t need to. The truth is bleaker: they walk because there is nowhere left to stay.

There are no lessons here. No CNN monologue. Just the logic of survival under capital. No therapist, no school counsellor, no warm blanket of meaning. This isn’t trauma made legible. It’s trauma made normal. There is no redemption arc, no rescue party. There are only two boys, a lost dog, a stolen notebook, and a desert camp. The boy survives. He writes. He refuses disappearance. And in that refusal lies the book’s radical act: a solitary scream against walls that rise faster than homes.

The boy’s journey is not from misfortune to opportunity. It is from the periphery to the core of the machine that dispossessed him. US policy helped engineer the poverty he flees, props up the state violence he dodges, and builds the camps that cage him.

Not only do children face this punishing migration. Once inside the United States, what should be a place of renewed hope and safety—they see their parents, brothers, sisters disappear in front of them. ICE doesn’t just detain. It vanishes people. It ghosts them from courthouses, workplaces, even school gates. In an age where prisons outpace schools and new border walls outpace homes, Detained demands that we stop pretending we didn’t see. That we stop acting surprised when the concentration camps return. This isn’t just a child’s record. It’s an indictment. Of what we now tolerate. Of what the GOP have built.

This is a book that should be read by every schoolchild in the United States. Not as a lesson in pity, but as a reckoning. It shows what empire looks like from underneath: the view from a camp bed, the fear of ICE at the border, the silence after a phone call with a parent you barely know. But it’s far more likely Detained will be banned. In a country where the GOP censors history to protect its own mythology, where border guards are heroes to the MAGA right and migrant children are statistics, a book like this is dangerous. Not because it lies, but because it tells the truth too clearly.


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